Drugs have the associations we give to them. If we think a drug will work, then it most likely will, and that’s proven by scientific double-blind research, the red pill, and the blue pill actually can do different things. And so I think about my history and use with methamphetamine, which I started using in sexual situations, and how now I find it very limiting in terms of What it can offer me primarily, because in those situations that stimulant effect is associated with a certain impulsivity, and in the now that isn’t all that rewarding anymore, is I find myself slowing down and appreciating time to think more